Wednesday, October 14, 2009

insomnia...

EDITED: 10/2/2011


A song to set the mood.

Sometimes I feel like I suffer from it. There are nights when I know it's best for me to get sleep but I can't help but keep myself busy. I convince myself to stay up just one more hour. 3 AM turns into 4, then 5. The time passes by and, at times, I regret what I've done.

The truth is that the night is so attractive to me. It's when I can truly have ultimate privacy; I have the freedom to be myself and do exactly what I want, two opportunities which are so important to me. I can just be up, watching TV, listening to music, and passing time in solitude. Ironically, for the time I often waste, my best work efforts manifest after dark. The same goes my best ideas. Night-for-night, the twilight hours benefit me on multiple levels.

I ignore that night is the universal signal of an approaching day and savor it instead.

Insomnia it may be but perhaps this is one problem I can use to my advantage...

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